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my cousins wedding today...
lost by default today...
no one to talk to today...
wow this is depressing...

oh well

we had to meet my uncle 7pm last night, 2 minutes before we left it was pouring. summer. nuff said. we were in tagaytay past 11. and my ever so cute nephew is still wide awake----thanks to the knee deep tub. ang cute niya grabe!! last time i saw him was our xmas reunion. but of course he doesn't recognize me. he was just wondering what the shining shimmering things were on my mouth and why the hell my hair is too long----or too magulo at that. his cuteness woke me up at some crazy time in the morning,cause of his wailing...but the next morning he was back to his cuteness again so that's ok.

the wedding went along fine. no breakfast for me, by the time we reached the reception i was so starved, there was something different with the food. if it wasn't unethical i would have stuffed some of those little cakes they have in my pouch... oh well, again.

i'm getting really bored by this post

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a footprint left

resurrect

I’ve decided to resurrect the long lost livejournal account… I’ve finally figured out the password. Still haven’t decided what the difference between here and there and further and furthermore, so I’ll just continue leaving footprints on all of them till I get tired decide. :)

finally

wow...
i missed this. i think i've been stuck for too long at home. as usual my loner self seeked solitude, and for more than two weeks methinks, i've been evading the world. i seriously don't know why. there must something terribly wrong with me.

i have fallen,yet again, for an image. some things you just can't help.

i should be with my friends sa EK today, but i'm not!for someone my age, i should have set foot somewhere near that place but for unforeseen, or well, simply unfortunate ones, i haven't. but that's not the issue.

supposed game today. postponed. but that's ok.

i think i'm going insane. and that's not anything new. but the voices in my head are getting louder. i'm too stupid to pick up the phone, to answer it and to make a call. i never know how to keep a conversation. i'm too lazy, period. i'm one hell of a pessimistic whatever. i've forgotten correct grammar and some form of eloquency and i'm falling for another one of my own traps.

i must really be lonely.

if there's more about this on my next post. i've really gone mad