10.26.2005

where is Slovenia?


Veronika decides to die: My first try on a Paulo Coelho work. Interestingly, I enjoyed it. I simply thought it would be overrated. I didn’t think it had a climax, it seemed like a collection of various stories from deemed ‘crazy people’, which I feel was the central theme. Nevertheless, full to the brim with very nice (I can’t think of another description) quotes, about life and all about the struggle of mankind. Simple words, makes you dwell more on the underlying meaning instead of constantly reaching for the dictionary. You can’t help but feel like you’re in the same situation.

10.23.2005

in a rut

wow! i was looking at my endless list of books to read and wow! i definitely have to live a little longer than i thought i should last, because the list goes ever on and on. and this is all amazon's fault.and those who make reviews that make it seem interesting. for the nth time i realized i should be reading but i'm not and for quite sometime i've been stuck to good omens. not sure if that's because i'm dreading having to read one hundred years of solitude, i am so close to returning that book and moving on. my life= in a rut. right now i can see myself, in a very comfortable seat at the cinema, having a GoF, Memoirs of a Geisha and Da Vinci Code marathon. oh dear i'm boring myself to death, is there blood coming out of my ears?

10.21.2005

40 year old virgin

'd'you know how i know your gay? because you like coldplay.'
is that so?:)

10.20.2005

To mix or not to mix

A nice, tall very cold coffee to soothe your bloody mouth. With whipped cream on top and caramel drizzle that settles very nicely in your mouth. What a limited vocabulary would describe as a perfect end to a useless day. Sweet laziness= guilt free coffee while in front of the computer, rambling. Don’t you just love life? Love it so much you want to destroy every being not capable of ‘living’ it. Love it so much you want to trample the useless beings who EXIST. World domination at its best: reserving the world for PEOPLE!

Coffee just brings out the best in you!

Random thought

misery in the past does not entail unending despair. After all, how the hell are going to own the world?

10.19.2005

one day you will rule the world

Girl Name:
Lady Lilth

You are quick to point out
someone's mistakes. You tend to hold grugdes
longer than most people but forgive people who
deserve death.


What Is Your Goth Name?
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someone was bored


There's a Dragon in your soul. You are very wise
and like to give people advice. You mostly feel
like you are misunderstood and don't like a lot
of people around you. 2 or 3 friends are
enough. You can be very emotional but because
of your intelligence you have the power to go
on and find a solution. You are wise, but
nobody can solve all problems alone, so don't
turn away from everybody and ask for help
sometimes too. That way, problems will be much
easier to solve.


What Mystical Creature is in your soul? ( With Pictures)
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10.09.2005

someone shouted heresy while i was talking to god

"those are narrow minded people who do not give a damn about using even 1 percent of their god given intelligence. and we are not challenging religion we are discussing faith"

10.07.2005

ramblings

what's weird in this society is that those who help uphold religion are those who ruin it. should faith be shaken? should we listen for the sake of being religious and let our faith take the backseat? should we believe everything they try to input in what they think are our puny brains? should we be passive about the issues that hammer our religion believing that our faith will save us? should we stop using our god given brains to try and fathom or at least get a glimpse of what life is all about?

9.08.2005

the pen murder 1

the pen is stuck
between the brain and his stomach
the ink and the red drip
one by one
on the white
as words form on the blank
between his heart and stomach grows weak
the pen is stuck
above
the between of his brain and stomach
what never came out
drifted in the air
then dropped on the white
along with the black and the red
the blank is full
of what was him
of what they never knew
the white is no more
it's what he is
that never was
the beating is dull
irregular
until it stopped
and someone trips
on what used to be

7.18.2005

hbp is here!

yup!yes! it's finally available for the itchy hands of hp sleuths, time to see which speculations will turn out to be intelligent guesses.my copy is about ready to board a plane,probably next week my posts will consist of endless rantings about the half blood prince. anyway this past week was easier on me. less problems about deadlines, though two weeks from now is the judgung for our major plate. sandamakmak na dasal nanaman ang matatanggap ng langit, sana pumasa ko!! well next week din ung report namin sa theory of archi, isa pa un sana naman ok. hmmm... actually nagpapanggap lang akong calm (sabi nga ni nikki) pero sobrang excited na ko sa hbp.
in a way mixed emotions, happy that the long wait is over but dreading the end of the only thing that keeps me sane. well to most it doesn't keep me sane, but i know what i mean. half of the people reading this agree, half disagree, and half don't even know what i'm talking about(kagaya ng sabi sa seinfeld ' half silk half cotton half linen. how can you go wrong) anyway this will be the last of my sane post in a while. possibly my last post for this month, depending on how much they hate us in school. oh, at baka nga pala maligaw kami sa vigan next month after ng prelims, pahinga, pero sa bulsa ng nanay ko hindi :)

7.09.2005

temper temper

katapos ko lang kumain. it's almost midnight pero syempre takas pa rin ng isang entry dito. this week is so NOT good for me and that is me being optimistic. design is complete torture! torture in its purest form. lots of pressure, not that i haven't gotten used to it, i mean 2 years of nerves nerves nerves. but this sem is proving to be the worst and that is me doing my work on time. this is probably the effect of having Series of Unfortunate events (from now on, SoUE) stuck to my nose. it took me a week to finish 'the grim grotto'.pretty depressing when i need to get started on my Half-blood Prince(HBP) practice. Haha, practice daw kelangan na kasi i refresh ang mind at makapagformulate ng pahabol na theories.sino nga ba ang half blood prince.

haaaaaay... currently on tv is national geographic's unlocking the da vinci's code. anong bang deal dyan? have you read the book? hindi pa? well you should masarap basahin, on the postive side gets you thinking about your faith. not your religion. goodness me! kung religion na lang ang palaging iisipin wala na talagang maliligtas satin. napansin kaya ng ibang nagbasa ang nakasulat na 'a novel' in front of the cover?it tests your faith, sabi nila. well ako, siguro nasobrahan sa publicity, at wala ng effect. or is it safe to say that i do have a strong faith? naaah... masyado din akong maraming tanong dyan. sa sociology nga lang kung nagtatanong siguro ko, e di na natapos ang class.

haaaaaaaay...ulit. antok na ko. at ikaw rin. :) baka bukas di na tayo pareho magising. so don't waste time! labo ! good night!

7.07.2005

you could live for this moment

This moment when everything
Is picturesque
When a glossy something envelopes the world
When the volume is turned down
And you can even here your breathing
When the pendulum forgot to swing
And the leaves forgot to fall
But you cannot forget
When the wind forgot to play
And you don't know hat to say
But it shows
When you feel a bubble rising up
You normally push it down
But find that now you can't
When you look around
But end up finding everything
The same
They look as beautiful
Who cares if you're in the middle
Of a crowded flight of stairs
That you're frozen
In your next step
That people are staring
You don't care
You could live for this moment

7.06.2005

hmmmm again

11 am, I’m supposed to be inside a public transpo, listening to music, reading a book and trying to get to school in the shortest time possible. But no! at 11 am I was rubbing my eyes trying desperately to keep them open to see that the clock on the wall is displaying a weird time to be asleep. In short I was not late for first period, I was absent! Of all days to be absent, of all reasons! Great!
We had a ‘crossword’ type of test for sociology and a very hard-to-understand-who-would-bother lecture in plumbing. And our last period prof did not make it, well I don’t really know what happened but our test is long overdue.
It took me an hour to get a ride, as usual. I wasn’t really sure if I took the right transpo until we got to edsa because my stupidity has brought me a couple of times to sm west instead of sm Fairview.
I’m babbling.
Gedrick? Who watches feel young? Tama ba? Anong pangalan ng isang character dun? Ha! Ignorante ako e.
‘point’ (isa lang e) to ponder. Ignorance? Not so bad?

7.03.2005

hmmm

it's been a while. resulting in hmmmm.
presentation of the design concept for the good year servitek proj., over. ok though it's not ok to be ok.
i woke at 7am from a terrible tummy ache and got sleep 11 pm saturday, just wonderful innit?
well that's just my never-got-to-see-the-good-side part of my life.
but hey, hbp's just around the corner and hopefully a better layout for my site too...
i'm so clueless. about everything. what is happening around me, what is supposed to be in my head and why the heck am i babbling.
it's 11 pm and i'm wondering about stuff that usually play inside my head at 3am, i just got to learn to schedule this shenanigans my brain just loves doing. probably in dreams that you could forget when you wake. dreams that never stay. oh they never do.