Shake it off

These days I can't allow my mind to wander for a couple of minutes. It senses that my defenses are down and goes on overdrive. A rollercoaster emotional ride. Not fun. Induces vomiting and hating. Wondering and complaining. What ifs and what nots. Nitpicking and missing the big picture. Boo mind! Sometimes i wish you'll just shut up. Shut up.

I am done with my graceless heart. So tonight I'm gonna cut it off and then restart. F+m