Confusedself signing on

“Yes, my mind was wandering. I wished I were there with someone who could bring peace to my heart someone with whom I could spend a little time without being afraid that i would lose him the next day. With that reassurance, the time would pass more slowly. We could be silent for a while because we'd know we had the rest of our lives together for conversation. I wouldn't have to worry about serious matters, about difficult decisions and hard words.” PC

It's raining. I'm alone in my head and it is not always a good thing. Make it 2 days alone in my head, and I can't even come up with a solid distraction for at least 2 minutes. I've been bothered by confused thoughts for more than a week. I knew putting off tackling these thoughts was a bad idea, and as luck would have it I am forced to tread these murky thoughts in the most inoppurtune time lest I sink.

“What's the world greatest lie? the boy asked, completely surprised. "it's this: that at a certain point in our lives, we lose control of what's happening to us, and our lives become controlled by fate. That's the world's greatest lie.” PC

Random rambling on a rainy day

"if you had to choose between someone you're compatible with but is financially challenged and someone who doesn't get you in the same way but is fiancially stable, who would you choose?" I choose the former. Didn't have to think about that one. Love over money, right? Things change. My answer hasn't. My reasons have. It's incredibly difficult for me to find someone whose company I enjoy. So i will wait til that person comes along. Again.