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Everyone hates having second thoughts. I especially hate having second thoughts about something that I need to do. Something I want badly a few months ago. I'm not sure what changed, cold feet? Stress, pressure. I'm not sure giving myself time is working. I think I have given myself enough time. Things should have worked itself out by now.

Boo me. If things do not pan out in the next few days, all efforts will be wasted.