Lost and dumb

Andami dami dami dami dami dami kong gusto sabihin sayo. Di ko alam kung pano sisimulan, di ko lam kung pano tatapusin.

Ang totoo hindi ko rin maintindihan.

Ang alam ko lang masaya ko kapag nandyan ka, dun lang ako sigurado.

Ok lang kaya yun?

Fishing

Do you know how sharks are caught? They use a J hook, I think. They put buoys on the line steadily increasing the drag. They let you swim away thinking you'll be able to escape. Just when you thought you are free, they pull you in, you struggle a bit, and they let you go again. It goes on for a while until you're too tired to put up a fight. That's when they reel you in.

That's how hearts get caught. And you rarely get out unscathed.

About as sweet as I can get...

You know what is funny about this post? It's that in 5 seconds you will realize this is not about you, stupid.

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Everyone hates having second thoughts. I especially hate having second thoughts about something that I need to do. Something I want badly a few months ago. I'm not sure what changed, cold feet? Stress, pressure. I'm not sure giving myself time is working. I think I have given myself enough time. Things should have worked itself out by now.

Boo me. If things do not pan out in the next few days, all efforts will be wasted.

Soon...

When you make a move towards something you want, you have to keep trying. When it does not make a move towards you, you try again. You try until you succeed, not when you get tired and not when someone tells you to stop.

But you have to stop at some point. Not on a preset date, not on an agreed upon finish line. You stop when you know it is time.

You stop when you’re moving towards something that keeps moving away. You stop when you are no longer the same person moving towards the same thing. You stop when you can no longer find a silly explanation to keep moving towards it.

You stop when you’re no longer learning. You stop when you’re no longer happy.

Sometimes I get too attached..

I need a little you to keep in my pocket.

I don't need perfection

The one who will empower you to be who you want to be.
The one who will bring out the best in you.
The one who will make you realize you are complete on your own.
The one who will make all your days worth looking forward to.
The one who will argue endlessly with you about mundane things.
The one who will stand by you no matter how wrong he thinks you are.
The one who will point out all these wrong things once you are together in private.
The one who will love the things you hate most about yourself.
The one who will love you.
The one.