Mazel t?

I don’t know if this is the part where you say, ‘it’s over’, when everything just falls into place.

As cliché as cliché may sound, the last puzzle should have fallen into place. Someone should have shouted ‘Mazel Tov’, everyone’s happy and the show is over.

You should be smiling inwardly because you know that you’ve won. Or if you have not won, you’re done.

You should be unable to let words flow because happiness is a reason not to write. You should have a hard time with writing.

You should be ecstatic. You should resent the word ecstatic because it doesn’t come close to what it feels like.

Now, you know. This is not the part where you say, ‘it’s over’. Things just got boring. Or maybe things just got too tiring.

It’s fun not to care for a few moments. A few moments. It’s fun to find out what the world has been up to, while you’re in your misery trance.

It’s fun for a few moments. Just.

I will say ‘it’s over’ now. Then tomorrow I’ll take it back.