Musings

Things happen for a reason i know. I am trying to work things out for myself cause i dont ever want to question the things that are happening in my life. I want to be able to accept, to understand. To accept that i cant understand everything.  

I dont ever want to ask myself, 'what have i done with my life?'

Life is too short. Cliche. But i want to live. And living for me means moving towards something, whatever that maybe. It would be nice to matter. It may be egocentric, but knowing you are making some sort of difference is comforting.

I dont want to be validated by other people. I need to know my worth.

This is my 2nd week on vacation. Things are only starting to dawn on me. I'm being selfish but i need to work on me. Now.