9.20.2006

today

I am enjoying this. Lunch, without thoughts of deadlines running inside my head. Early dismissal,period.

One day soon when it finally sinks in, i'm gonna miss 'the stint work'. I do feel bad. I do feel like a great oppurtunity has been messed up. But I'm hoping I made the right choice. Or. I will make it the right choice.

I am sorry for disappointing people.

9.17.2006

tears

akalain mo kailan lang e tempting. ngaun totoo na. makkwento ko rin to kapag di na ko naiiyak. at hindi na ko natatawa na dahil sa red o white... ewan. syempre ako lang makakaintindi. if you're not communicating you're not writing. so technically i'm not writing. i guess.and this is bs

hindi ako bitter, minsan kelangan mo lang talagang bitawan ang ibang bagay. hindi uubra ang idealism sa grades kong going down, down, down.

maybe i wasn't born to follow the norms. haay.. tears

the room is definitely bloody again

9.12.2006

tempting

QUIT
give up, stop, relinquish, refrain from, renounce, suspend
leave, resign, walk out, abandon, vacate, give notice, desert, give up